Piofiore - Can I Try Something?
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squeaklingsTitle: Can I Try Something?
Wordcount: 4054
Fandom: Piofiore
Rating: R18
Warnings: Post Orlok 1926 best ending, smut
Summary Lili and Orlok take the time with their newfound freedom to learn more about each other and themselves.
Moonlight illuminated the small bedroom, the curtains moving lazily as the warm early summer breeze came in off the canals. Lili sighed and turned in Orlok’s arms, eyes blurry as she peered up at the dark ceiling.
What had woken her?
Orlok’s arms tightened around her and Lili turned her head to see him looking at her, his eyes clouded with sleep but curious.
“I’m sorry, Orlok.” Her whisper was loud in the stillness. “I didn’t mean to wake you. Go back to sleep.”
“Are you okay?”
She smiled and rolled onto her side to face him. He pulled her closer and ran his left hand soothingly up and down her back as she cupped her right hand against his cheek. “Yes, I just woke up for some reason. No need to worry.”
His eyes narrowed and his lips thinned, but finally he nodded and pressed a lingering kiss to her forehead. Lili sighed happily and trailed her hand down to his chest as she tucked her head under his chin.
Orlok’s skin was soft where it wasn’t scarred; she liked the feel of him beneath her fingers, liked how his muscles twitched when she tickled him with her breath. She pressed her lips against his neck, unsure where this feistiness came from but not about to fight it, either. His hand stilled on her back.
“Lili?”
Could he feel her blush? She scrunched her shoulders up as she pressed her face into the crook of his neck, but her fingers never stopped gently gliding along the skin above his heart. “S-sorry. I–”
“It’s okay,” he interrupted, and his hand resumed its path down her spine. Lili shivered as he brushed her hips with the pads of his fingers. “...Are you sure?”
In response she kissed him again, feeling his pulse under her lips. His heartbeat quickened, and she pressed her palm flat against his chest, pushing him back. He rolled over easily, pulling her up onto his chest as the blankets fell down around her hips. The breeze was cool against her skin and left goosebumps along her arms. In the moonlight his silver hair shone white and his skin almost seemed to glow.
Propped up on his chest, Lili smiled against his neck and let her fingers trail along his torso. His hands settled on her hips, leaving her to lead the way however she wanted. After fleeing the church and Burlone, they’d taken their time to learn about each other; soft touches, kisses, explorations that only grew bolder as the days went on until they finally caved into their desires. Always, Orlok had let her choose the pace.
Even now, a little over a month later, he was still wary to take control despite her assurances he would never hurt her.
She traced the scars along his side, long having memorized their shapes. His thumbs moved in lazy circles across her hips. She could easily fall back asleep like this, and yet…
His scent filled her as she followed the line of his neck, tasting every inch. Usually she was on the receiving end of this attention; it felt good to be the one causing his breath to hitch instead.
Her fingers danced along his skin as she shifted so her knees curled beside him and her chest rested against his. She didn't stop exploring his neck, hungry to kiss every exposed inch she could.
Eventually she shifted down so she could kiss his chest, and she traced the scar over his heart with her fingertips. Orlok sighed and she glanced at him through her lashes, wondering if she was as red as his cheeks were.
She kissed one of his scars, her lips ghosting along his skin. The hands on her hips tightened before Orlok relaxed and restarted the gentle circular motion he'd kept up with his thumbs. Lili smiled and moved to the next scar, and the next, until she came back to the one across his heart. That one she pressed an open-mouthed kiss to before switching over to gently pull his nipple between her teeth.
The sound he made was part hiss, part groan, and it excited her in ways she hadn't expected. She hadn't been sure how he'd react; she liked when he played with her like this, but she'd always been too shy to return the favor, opting only to touch his body with her hands and keep her lips to his neck and up. But In the pre-morning moonlight, with his breath hitching as he laid beneath her, she found a courage she didn't know she had.
"Is that okay…?"
"Y-yes."
Lili smiled and moved to his other nipple to lavish it with attention, her fingers tracing idle circles along his side all the while. When her fingers brushed up against his hip he sucked in a breath and she paused. Slowly, she drew her hand along his belly, her own stomach tightening in anticipation as she found him already hard. She lifted her eyes to meet his, her chin lazily propped on his chest.
"Orlok?"
"Lili…?"
She sat up slightly, an arm on either side of his chest as she pressed her lips to the base of his jaw. "Are you tired?"
They'd enjoyed each other only a few hours ago. Was she being rude by suggesting something so soon? Even though she didn't know why she was awake, in the moonlit room, catching shadowed glimpses of his face and body as she tasted him, she couldn't and didn't want to stop the feeling overtaking her.
His hands tightened on her hips, and that was the only warning she had before she was suddenly looking up at him and the ceiling as he rolled them over and mounted her. She giggled as he nuzzled her neck and she wrapped her arms around his shoulders.
“I’ll be okay,” he whispered against her neck, and a shiver ran through her at the need in his voice.
She toyed with the tips of his hair, running her fingers along the nape of his neck until he shuddered. His left hand trailed up her body to her breasts, caressing each one in turn until she squirmed beneath him.
“Lili…?” His lips brushed her neck.
She kissed his temple. “Mmm?”
“Can I…try something?” He shifted above her, using his right hand to prop himself up so he could look at her face. His left thumb casually traced her areola.
“Of course.” She leaned up to kiss him. “I trust you.”
His smile was bright, even in the dim light of the room. He kissed her back, soft and sweet, and then trailed his lips down her neck to her breasts, and Lili sighed in pleasure. She did like his lips on her; he was gentle and took his time.
But then his mouth continued lower, and her eyes flew open when he spread her legs and hooked her knees over his shoulders.
“O-Orlok?”
His mouth hovered just below her bellybutton, and he glanced up at her through his lashes. The blankets had long since fallen away, leaving her completely exposed in the moonlight.
“No?”
She licked her lips. “Isn’t that…” unclean? dirty? She couldn’t find the word, but she felt Orlok smile as he kissed her stomach.
“If you don’t want me to, I won’t.” He didn’t put her legs down. “I’ve been…thinking about it, though.”
She brushed his cheek with the tips of her fingers and he turned his head to kiss them. Her throat felt dry, and fear tugged at her heart. Where'd that newfound courage go? He’d been inside her so many times, this wasn’t any different right? What if she liked it? …What if he hated it? Did she even want it? Yes, she definitely wanted it, if the clenching she felt in her belly was anything to go by.
“I…” She swallowed. “I want you to.”
He smiled and kissed her fingers one last time before settling between her legs. Lili craned her neck to watch, but at the first touch of his lips her head fell back into the pillow and she slapped her hands over her mouth to stop the moan that escaped.
“Please don’t.” She could feel his words as his mouth moved against her. “I like the sounds you make.”
“But–” He licked her, and her eyes nearly rolled back in her head. Her moan echoed in the room; she could feel his satisfied smile and tugged his hair playfully. “That wasn’t fair…”
Instead of answering he continued his exploration, his lips and tongue working her in a way his fingers never had. Her hands settled in his hair, and she found herself unconsciously directing him with gentle nudges or tugs. The air grew hot around them, the smell of sex strong as he licked and sucked at her.
“Ah–” She’d long given up trying to bite back her gasps. They followed every hitched breath, every wet sound as his tongue delved inside her. Their rented room wasn’t very large; if she were capable of coherent thought she’d fear their neighbours would hear them.
Orlok pulled away suddenly, but before she could ask his mouth was near her ear and his erection was pressed against her entrance. “Sorry, Lili– Can I…?”
“Please.”
He entered her easily, her ankles still hooked over his shoulders. Lili gasped and actually did pull his hair–they’d never tried an angle like this before. Orlok moaned her name and she kissed him, tasting herself on his lips.
She came with his first few thrusts, clenching around him as her head fell back against the pillow. He kissed her neck as he whispered her name again and again like a mantra. Soothing his scalp, she ran her hands down to his shoulders to follow the lines of his muscles as he moved against her.
His release followed soon after. He held her tight against him as he rode it out, and only reached up to lower her legs when he caught his breath. Her muscles complained and Lili winced, though Orlok was quick to run his hands soothingly up and down her thighs.
"Sorry…" His voice was soft, and she blinked at his sudden apology. "I wanted that to be about you, but I…"
Realization hit her and she smiled and kissed the tip of his nose. "Don't apologize." Her cheeks were on fire. "I liked all of it."
Orlok smiled and kissed her sweetly. "I'm glad. Next time I'll do it properly."
Lili's face burned hotter as butterflies tickled her stomach, and she quickly pulled him into a hug. "I… I'd like that…" Sleep very rapidly began pulling at her, though, and she let her head fall back onto the pillow as she pulled him down to rest against her shoulder.
She could feel his smile against her neck, his breath just this side of ticklish. "Hey, Lili?"
"Mmm?"
"I love you."
"I love you, too." She kissed his forehead and held him close, his touch lingering into her dreams.
***
Lili quietly entered their room, her face aflame as she hurriedly shut the door behind her. She could hear Orlok in the bath, the water sloshing slightly as he cleaned himself, and her blush deepened.
She’d only intended to take a quick walk to the grocer to buy some ingredients for dinner, but hadn’t even made it that far.
They weren’t staying in a bad area of town, but neither was it the best. Some of their neighbors were…less bashful than she was used to. Passing one of the rooms she’d heard a noise, and by habit had turned to look. The curtains of their window weren’t fully closed, and her heart jumped to her throat as she quickly looked away. She’d perhaps stared a little longer than she meant to, but the image was burned in her brain regardless and she’d fled back to their room.
“Lili?”
She blinked and stared at Orlok, stood in the doorway of the bathroom with a towel around his waist and a concerned look on his face. Lili licked her lips, his face replacing the man’s in her mind, the woman kneeling in front of his naked body suddenly looking a lot like herself.
“Are you alright?”
“Y-yes,” she squeaked out and quickly moved away. She could hear him behind her, shifting in uncertainty, and prayed he’d return to the bathroom. Honestly, there was no reason for her to be so flustered; sex wasn’t exactly an unknown anymore. She’d been with Orlok plenty of times now. But to be so brazen about it, with the lights on and no covers to hide behind, to taste him the way he’d tasted her the other night…
She liked the feel of him in her hands, and she very much enjoyed him inside her. That brief glimpse had set a fire inside her belly unlike any she’d felt before. Having him in her mouth would feel good, too, right? God knows she’d liked his mouth on her.
When his hand gently pressed on her shoulder she nearly screamed in surprise, and quickly spun around to find him wide-eyed and panicked. His hair dripped against his shoulders, and his towel seemed scandalously low on his hips.”S-sorry!” they said in unison.
Orlok recovered first, his mismatched eyes clouded in worry as he reached for her. “Lili, are you okay?”
“I didn’t mean to shout–”
He pressed his left hand to her cheek and her mouth snapped shut as a shiver ran through her. She wanted to taste him, every inch from his lips down to…to there. Dear God, what was she thinking? Was she as bad as that couple? She’d thought that feistiness from the other morning strange at the time, but was it permanent?
“Tell me?”
She swallowed and licked her lips. Her face must be on fire. “I…” No, she couldn’t say it. But maybe…? Leaning up to place her lips against his ear, she whispered, “Can I try something?”
Orlok froze, the familiar phrase not lost on him. “Yes,” he finally whispered, a catch in his voice that made her legs weak.
He let her guide him to the bed, his eyes never leaving her face as he carefully unbuttoned her dress. Lili let it fall at her feet and stepped out of it as she ushered him onto the covers and then back against the headboard. She debated just kneeling like the woman she saw, but the bed seemed the comfier option.
Straddling his hips, she pulled her slip and brassiere off and tossed them to the ground beside the bed. Clad in nothing but her underwear she leaned in to kiss him, heart pounding in her throat. Orlok settled his hands against her hips, his thumbs tracing lazy circles as he returned her kiss.
She took her time kissing him, working up the nerve to follow through with her desire. Committed as she was, it was still scary. What if he didn’t like it? What if he rejected her? He told her he'd been thinking about doing similar to her when they made love the other day, but would he find it vulgar that she was thinking the same thing about him now too?
He broke the kiss suddenly and pressed his lips to her ear. “I trust you.” A sound she didn’t recognize escaped her, and Orlok smiled against her jaw. “It’s okay. I was nervous, too.”
Did he know? Or was he just trying to reassure her? He kissed her jaw and she clung to him. Regardless, his voice and kisses soothed her, and her nerve returned.
Pulling away enough to get a good look at his face, Lili smiled and pressed her forehead to his. “I love you.”
“I love you, too,” he replied instantly.
She kissed the tip of his nose and then slid her lips down to his neck. His pulse raced and his hands stilled on her hips for a moment before resuming their soothing movements. The feel of metal and flesh made her skin tingle, something she long ago found she enjoyed.
Moving down to his collarbone, her hands toyed with the hem of the towel but didn’t remove it. Orlok leaned farther back against the headboard and sighed as she felt his erection brush her inner thigh beneath the rough fabric.
He sucked in a breath when she pulled a nipple into her mouth like she had the other morning, letting her tongue run over his skin and tasting him. Despite his recent bath she could already taste the sweat on him. He breathed out her name as she moved to the other side of his chest, but when her lips trailed down to his stomach his breath caught and his hands stilled.
“Lili…?” Was that a note of hopefulness in his voice?
“I…” Should she tell him what she saw? Pass it off as her own idea? In the end she just settled on her desire, regardless of reasoning. “I want to.” He let out a shaky breath and she glanced up at him, heart in her throat. “Is that–”
“Please,” he urged, eyes bright.
She smiled shyly and undid the towel. It slipped off his hips easily, leaving him completely bare for her to study. He was already hard even before she trailed her fingers gently up and down his length. Heat pulsed between her legs, but she did her best to ignore it as she scooted down his thighs for a more comfortable angle. Orlok watched her with hooded eyes, his face flushed.
Her first touch was tentative; just a quick, light kiss against the tip of his erection. Orlok moaned and a jolt went up her spine; usually the only sounds Orlok made were heavy breaths or whispering her name. Was this what it was like for him when he brought those sounds out of her? Encouraged, she trailed her lips and tongue along his shaft, planting kisses as she went. Her hair fell around her face like a curtain, and after a moment she felt his fingers brush the strands back over her shoulder.
“It…tickles,” he offered when she glanced up at him. His face was scarlet. “And I…” He bit his lip and went quiet, and she smiled. She’d been curious to watch, too.
With one last little kiss at the base of him, she repositioned herself and licked her lips. Orlok's breath caught and his left hand lifted up to her cheek. She nuzzled his palm and then took him into her mouth.
It wasn’t as easy as she’d been imagining; her tongue and teeth kept getting in the way, but Orlok tossed his head back, eyes screwed shut in pleasure. His moan was interrupted with a hiss as she took too much of him in and scraped his skin with her teeth; he sucked in a pained breath and tugged at her hair. She released him instantly, mortified. “S-sorry!”
“It…it’s okay.” His chest heaved and he caressed her cheek. “Could you…try again…?”
Lili smiled nervously at the earnestness in his voice and kissed his palm, stomach fluttering. She was definitely sure she was as red as him. Without a word she leaned down and took him again, going slowly this time. Orlok breathed out her name like a prayer.
Compared to holding him in her hands or having him inside of her he felt different like this, but she rather enjoyed it. Finding a rhythm took more time than she expected, but his moans and gasps were more than enough encouragement as she bobbed her head up and down. She completely understood why he said he liked the sounds she made, and his hands felt good in her hair as he gently directed her. When she peeked up at his face through her lashes he was flushed and panting and so beautiful it hurt.
"Lili…" he growled suddenly and tugged at her hair. "You should… You should stop now…"
Her cheeks flamed at the implication, and the heat in her belly raged. Rather than answer, she took him in as far as she could without gagging, her right hand pumping where her lips couldn't reach. Orlok moaned and shuddered as he came, quicker than she expected. She swallowed on instinct, but started coughing as soon as she released him when he finished, eyes watering slightly.
"Sorry!" He bundled her up into his arms before she could react, cradled against his body as he brushed tangled sweaty hair from her face. His cheeks were flushed and he smelled like soap and sex, and she nuzzled his neck. "Are you all right?"
"I'm fine." She coughed one last time into her arm and wiped her mouth. "…Was it okay…?"
"Yes," he breathed out as he kissed her forehead. "It was… It felt really good."
"I'm glad." She smiled shyly. "I like the sounds you make, too–" She cut off suddenly as he kissed her and his left hand pressed between her legs before he pulled at her soaked underwear. "Hnnn…."
He smiled against her mouth and then leaned her back enough that she draped across his right arm, her hair pooling on the sheets beneath her. Her breath hitched as he laid her down and pulled off her underwear in one motion.
His fingers slipped inside her easily, gliding in as deep as they could before he pulled them out again. He trailed his lips to her breasts, lavishing attention on each nipple as he pumped his fingers into her and hooked them until he found that spot that made her toes curl.
She panted out his name and bucked her hips against his hand, the pressure building between her legs nearly unbearable. She could never think straight when he touched her. He trailed his lips to her neck, brushing sweaty hair from her skin with his prosthetic, and Lili shuddered in pleasure at the feel of the cool metal.
Orlok smiled as he nibbled beneath her ear in that way she liked. "What do you need?" She felt more than heard him, his voice pitched low and gravely as he pushed her into the bed.
"Faster," she gasped out. He did as she asked, but it still wasn't enough, and she scrabbled at his back. "K-kiss me…?"
He caught her lips and surged against her, pinning her to the bed with his weight. Lili hooked her right leg around his waist to hold him tight. His tongue delved into her mouth as his fingers worked inside her, pushing her closer as she writhed beneath him.
His right arm beneath her shifted, his hand snaking into her hair to hold her head. Lili murmured against his lips as he pulled away enough to trail his mouth down to her jaw, his eyes never leaving her face as his fingers found that spot inside and she keened. She squeezed around him as she came, his fingers still working at her as she arched against him and threw her head back. Orlok waited until she went limp and then pulled his hand away to hold her close until she caught her breath and returned to herself.
"Are you okay?"
"Y-yes." She felt boneless, but good, and he smiled against her forehead as he kissed her. Lili leaned into him when Orlok bundled her into his arms, his hand sticky with her release, then blinked in surprise when he rolled them off the bed. "Orlok?"
"I didn't actually finish my bath," he said in his soft, hesitant voice. His cheeks were an adorable shade of pink, and she knew hers weren't any better despite everything. "The water might still be warm."
"Mm… I should probably make dinner afterwards. Although I didn't get any groceries…" She needed to just accept that she'd never stop blushing.
He chuckled and nuzzled his cheek against the top of her head. "There's no rush." He paused and flushed a bright red. "I could just have you…" His voice trailed off and after her shock wore away Lili smiled and clung tighter to him.
"Did Gil give you that line?" She thought of the letters their friend recently sent them.
Orlok nodded, eyes bright against his flushed cheeks, and Lili couldn't help loving him just a little more.
Wordcount: 4054
Fandom: Piofiore
Rating: R18
Warnings: Post Orlok 1926 best ending, smut
Summary Lili and Orlok take the time with their newfound freedom to learn more about each other and themselves.
Moonlight illuminated the small bedroom, the curtains moving lazily as the warm early summer breeze came in off the canals. Lili sighed and turned in Orlok’s arms, eyes blurry as she peered up at the dark ceiling.
What had woken her?
Orlok’s arms tightened around her and Lili turned her head to see him looking at her, his eyes clouded with sleep but curious.
“I’m sorry, Orlok.” Her whisper was loud in the stillness. “I didn’t mean to wake you. Go back to sleep.”
“Are you okay?”
She smiled and rolled onto her side to face him. He pulled her closer and ran his left hand soothingly up and down her back as she cupped her right hand against his cheek. “Yes, I just woke up for some reason. No need to worry.”
His eyes narrowed and his lips thinned, but finally he nodded and pressed a lingering kiss to her forehead. Lili sighed happily and trailed her hand down to his chest as she tucked her head under his chin.
Orlok’s skin was soft where it wasn’t scarred; she liked the feel of him beneath her fingers, liked how his muscles twitched when she tickled him with her breath. She pressed her lips against his neck, unsure where this feistiness came from but not about to fight it, either. His hand stilled on her back.
“Lili?”
Could he feel her blush? She scrunched her shoulders up as she pressed her face into the crook of his neck, but her fingers never stopped gently gliding along the skin above his heart. “S-sorry. I–”
“It’s okay,” he interrupted, and his hand resumed its path down her spine. Lili shivered as he brushed her hips with the pads of his fingers. “...Are you sure?”
In response she kissed him again, feeling his pulse under her lips. His heartbeat quickened, and she pressed her palm flat against his chest, pushing him back. He rolled over easily, pulling her up onto his chest as the blankets fell down around her hips. The breeze was cool against her skin and left goosebumps along her arms. In the moonlight his silver hair shone white and his skin almost seemed to glow.
Propped up on his chest, Lili smiled against his neck and let her fingers trail along his torso. His hands settled on her hips, leaving her to lead the way however she wanted. After fleeing the church and Burlone, they’d taken their time to learn about each other; soft touches, kisses, explorations that only grew bolder as the days went on until they finally caved into their desires. Always, Orlok had let her choose the pace.
Even now, a little over a month later, he was still wary to take control despite her assurances he would never hurt her.
She traced the scars along his side, long having memorized their shapes. His thumbs moved in lazy circles across her hips. She could easily fall back asleep like this, and yet…
His scent filled her as she followed the line of his neck, tasting every inch. Usually she was on the receiving end of this attention; it felt good to be the one causing his breath to hitch instead.
Her fingers danced along his skin as she shifted so her knees curled beside him and her chest rested against his. She didn't stop exploring his neck, hungry to kiss every exposed inch she could.
Eventually she shifted down so she could kiss his chest, and she traced the scar over his heart with her fingertips. Orlok sighed and she glanced at him through her lashes, wondering if she was as red as his cheeks were.
She kissed one of his scars, her lips ghosting along his skin. The hands on her hips tightened before Orlok relaxed and restarted the gentle circular motion he'd kept up with his thumbs. Lili smiled and moved to the next scar, and the next, until she came back to the one across his heart. That one she pressed an open-mouthed kiss to before switching over to gently pull his nipple between her teeth.
The sound he made was part hiss, part groan, and it excited her in ways she hadn't expected. She hadn't been sure how he'd react; she liked when he played with her like this, but she'd always been too shy to return the favor, opting only to touch his body with her hands and keep her lips to his neck and up. But In the pre-morning moonlight, with his breath hitching as he laid beneath her, she found a courage she didn't know she had.
"Is that okay…?"
"Y-yes."
Lili smiled and moved to his other nipple to lavish it with attention, her fingers tracing idle circles along his side all the while. When her fingers brushed up against his hip he sucked in a breath and she paused. Slowly, she drew her hand along his belly, her own stomach tightening in anticipation as she found him already hard. She lifted her eyes to meet his, her chin lazily propped on his chest.
"Orlok?"
"Lili…?"
She sat up slightly, an arm on either side of his chest as she pressed her lips to the base of his jaw. "Are you tired?"
They'd enjoyed each other only a few hours ago. Was she being rude by suggesting something so soon? Even though she didn't know why she was awake, in the moonlit room, catching shadowed glimpses of his face and body as she tasted him, she couldn't and didn't want to stop the feeling overtaking her.
His hands tightened on her hips, and that was the only warning she had before she was suddenly looking up at him and the ceiling as he rolled them over and mounted her. She giggled as he nuzzled her neck and she wrapped her arms around his shoulders.
“I’ll be okay,” he whispered against her neck, and a shiver ran through her at the need in his voice.
She toyed with the tips of his hair, running her fingers along the nape of his neck until he shuddered. His left hand trailed up her body to her breasts, caressing each one in turn until she squirmed beneath him.
“Lili…?” His lips brushed her neck.
She kissed his temple. “Mmm?”
“Can I…try something?” He shifted above her, using his right hand to prop himself up so he could look at her face. His left thumb casually traced her areola.
“Of course.” She leaned up to kiss him. “I trust you.”
His smile was bright, even in the dim light of the room. He kissed her back, soft and sweet, and then trailed his lips down her neck to her breasts, and Lili sighed in pleasure. She did like his lips on her; he was gentle and took his time.
But then his mouth continued lower, and her eyes flew open when he spread her legs and hooked her knees over his shoulders.
“O-Orlok?”
His mouth hovered just below her bellybutton, and he glanced up at her through his lashes. The blankets had long since fallen away, leaving her completely exposed in the moonlight.
“No?”
She licked her lips. “Isn’t that…” unclean? dirty? She couldn’t find the word, but she felt Orlok smile as he kissed her stomach.
“If you don’t want me to, I won’t.” He didn’t put her legs down. “I’ve been…thinking about it, though.”
She brushed his cheek with the tips of her fingers and he turned his head to kiss them. Her throat felt dry, and fear tugged at her heart. Where'd that newfound courage go? He’d been inside her so many times, this wasn’t any different right? What if she liked it? …What if he hated it? Did she even want it? Yes, she definitely wanted it, if the clenching she felt in her belly was anything to go by.
“I…” She swallowed. “I want you to.”
He smiled and kissed her fingers one last time before settling between her legs. Lili craned her neck to watch, but at the first touch of his lips her head fell back into the pillow and she slapped her hands over her mouth to stop the moan that escaped.
“Please don’t.” She could feel his words as his mouth moved against her. “I like the sounds you make.”
“But–” He licked her, and her eyes nearly rolled back in her head. Her moan echoed in the room; she could feel his satisfied smile and tugged his hair playfully. “That wasn’t fair…”
Instead of answering he continued his exploration, his lips and tongue working her in a way his fingers never had. Her hands settled in his hair, and she found herself unconsciously directing him with gentle nudges or tugs. The air grew hot around them, the smell of sex strong as he licked and sucked at her.
“Ah–” She’d long given up trying to bite back her gasps. They followed every hitched breath, every wet sound as his tongue delved inside her. Their rented room wasn’t very large; if she were capable of coherent thought she’d fear their neighbours would hear them.
Orlok pulled away suddenly, but before she could ask his mouth was near her ear and his erection was pressed against her entrance. “Sorry, Lili– Can I…?”
“Please.”
He entered her easily, her ankles still hooked over his shoulders. Lili gasped and actually did pull his hair–they’d never tried an angle like this before. Orlok moaned her name and she kissed him, tasting herself on his lips.
She came with his first few thrusts, clenching around him as her head fell back against the pillow. He kissed her neck as he whispered her name again and again like a mantra. Soothing his scalp, she ran her hands down to his shoulders to follow the lines of his muscles as he moved against her.
His release followed soon after. He held her tight against him as he rode it out, and only reached up to lower her legs when he caught his breath. Her muscles complained and Lili winced, though Orlok was quick to run his hands soothingly up and down her thighs.
"Sorry…" His voice was soft, and she blinked at his sudden apology. "I wanted that to be about you, but I…"
Realization hit her and she smiled and kissed the tip of his nose. "Don't apologize." Her cheeks were on fire. "I liked all of it."
Orlok smiled and kissed her sweetly. "I'm glad. Next time I'll do it properly."
Lili's face burned hotter as butterflies tickled her stomach, and she quickly pulled him into a hug. "I… I'd like that…" Sleep very rapidly began pulling at her, though, and she let her head fall back onto the pillow as she pulled him down to rest against her shoulder.
She could feel his smile against her neck, his breath just this side of ticklish. "Hey, Lili?"
"Mmm?"
"I love you."
"I love you, too." She kissed his forehead and held him close, his touch lingering into her dreams.
***
Lili quietly entered their room, her face aflame as she hurriedly shut the door behind her. She could hear Orlok in the bath, the water sloshing slightly as he cleaned himself, and her blush deepened.
She’d only intended to take a quick walk to the grocer to buy some ingredients for dinner, but hadn’t even made it that far.
They weren’t staying in a bad area of town, but neither was it the best. Some of their neighbors were…less bashful than she was used to. Passing one of the rooms she’d heard a noise, and by habit had turned to look. The curtains of their window weren’t fully closed, and her heart jumped to her throat as she quickly looked away. She’d perhaps stared a little longer than she meant to, but the image was burned in her brain regardless and she’d fled back to their room.
“Lili?”
She blinked and stared at Orlok, stood in the doorway of the bathroom with a towel around his waist and a concerned look on his face. Lili licked her lips, his face replacing the man’s in her mind, the woman kneeling in front of his naked body suddenly looking a lot like herself.
“Are you alright?”
“Y-yes,” she squeaked out and quickly moved away. She could hear him behind her, shifting in uncertainty, and prayed he’d return to the bathroom. Honestly, there was no reason for her to be so flustered; sex wasn’t exactly an unknown anymore. She’d been with Orlok plenty of times now. But to be so brazen about it, with the lights on and no covers to hide behind, to taste him the way he’d tasted her the other night…
She liked the feel of him in her hands, and she very much enjoyed him inside her. That brief glimpse had set a fire inside her belly unlike any she’d felt before. Having him in her mouth would feel good, too, right? God knows she’d liked his mouth on her.
When his hand gently pressed on her shoulder she nearly screamed in surprise, and quickly spun around to find him wide-eyed and panicked. His hair dripped against his shoulders, and his towel seemed scandalously low on his hips.”S-sorry!” they said in unison.
Orlok recovered first, his mismatched eyes clouded in worry as he reached for her. “Lili, are you okay?”
“I didn’t mean to shout–”
He pressed his left hand to her cheek and her mouth snapped shut as a shiver ran through her. She wanted to taste him, every inch from his lips down to…to there. Dear God, what was she thinking? Was she as bad as that couple? She’d thought that feistiness from the other morning strange at the time, but was it permanent?
“Tell me?”
She swallowed and licked her lips. Her face must be on fire. “I…” No, she couldn’t say it. But maybe…? Leaning up to place her lips against his ear, she whispered, “Can I try something?”
Orlok froze, the familiar phrase not lost on him. “Yes,” he finally whispered, a catch in his voice that made her legs weak.
He let her guide him to the bed, his eyes never leaving her face as he carefully unbuttoned her dress. Lili let it fall at her feet and stepped out of it as she ushered him onto the covers and then back against the headboard. She debated just kneeling like the woman she saw, but the bed seemed the comfier option.
Straddling his hips, she pulled her slip and brassiere off and tossed them to the ground beside the bed. Clad in nothing but her underwear she leaned in to kiss him, heart pounding in her throat. Orlok settled his hands against her hips, his thumbs tracing lazy circles as he returned her kiss.
She took her time kissing him, working up the nerve to follow through with her desire. Committed as she was, it was still scary. What if he didn’t like it? What if he rejected her? He told her he'd been thinking about doing similar to her when they made love the other day, but would he find it vulgar that she was thinking the same thing about him now too?
He broke the kiss suddenly and pressed his lips to her ear. “I trust you.” A sound she didn’t recognize escaped her, and Orlok smiled against her jaw. “It’s okay. I was nervous, too.”
Did he know? Or was he just trying to reassure her? He kissed her jaw and she clung to him. Regardless, his voice and kisses soothed her, and her nerve returned.
Pulling away enough to get a good look at his face, Lili smiled and pressed her forehead to his. “I love you.”
“I love you, too,” he replied instantly.
She kissed the tip of his nose and then slid her lips down to his neck. His pulse raced and his hands stilled on her hips for a moment before resuming their soothing movements. The feel of metal and flesh made her skin tingle, something she long ago found she enjoyed.
Moving down to his collarbone, her hands toyed with the hem of the towel but didn’t remove it. Orlok leaned farther back against the headboard and sighed as she felt his erection brush her inner thigh beneath the rough fabric.
He sucked in a breath when she pulled a nipple into her mouth like she had the other morning, letting her tongue run over his skin and tasting him. Despite his recent bath she could already taste the sweat on him. He breathed out her name as she moved to the other side of his chest, but when her lips trailed down to his stomach his breath caught and his hands stilled.
“Lili…?” Was that a note of hopefulness in his voice?
“I…” Should she tell him what she saw? Pass it off as her own idea? In the end she just settled on her desire, regardless of reasoning. “I want to.” He let out a shaky breath and she glanced up at him, heart in her throat. “Is that–”
“Please,” he urged, eyes bright.
She smiled shyly and undid the towel. It slipped off his hips easily, leaving him completely bare for her to study. He was already hard even before she trailed her fingers gently up and down his length. Heat pulsed between her legs, but she did her best to ignore it as she scooted down his thighs for a more comfortable angle. Orlok watched her with hooded eyes, his face flushed.
Her first touch was tentative; just a quick, light kiss against the tip of his erection. Orlok moaned and a jolt went up her spine; usually the only sounds Orlok made were heavy breaths or whispering her name. Was this what it was like for him when he brought those sounds out of her? Encouraged, she trailed her lips and tongue along his shaft, planting kisses as she went. Her hair fell around her face like a curtain, and after a moment she felt his fingers brush the strands back over her shoulder.
“It…tickles,” he offered when she glanced up at him. His face was scarlet. “And I…” He bit his lip and went quiet, and she smiled. She’d been curious to watch, too.
With one last little kiss at the base of him, she repositioned herself and licked her lips. Orlok's breath caught and his left hand lifted up to her cheek. She nuzzled his palm and then took him into her mouth.
It wasn’t as easy as she’d been imagining; her tongue and teeth kept getting in the way, but Orlok tossed his head back, eyes screwed shut in pleasure. His moan was interrupted with a hiss as she took too much of him in and scraped his skin with her teeth; he sucked in a pained breath and tugged at her hair. She released him instantly, mortified. “S-sorry!”
“It…it’s okay.” His chest heaved and he caressed her cheek. “Could you…try again…?”
Lili smiled nervously at the earnestness in his voice and kissed his palm, stomach fluttering. She was definitely sure she was as red as him. Without a word she leaned down and took him again, going slowly this time. Orlok breathed out her name like a prayer.
Compared to holding him in her hands or having him inside of her he felt different like this, but she rather enjoyed it. Finding a rhythm took more time than she expected, but his moans and gasps were more than enough encouragement as she bobbed her head up and down. She completely understood why he said he liked the sounds she made, and his hands felt good in her hair as he gently directed her. When she peeked up at his face through her lashes he was flushed and panting and so beautiful it hurt.
"Lili…" he growled suddenly and tugged at her hair. "You should… You should stop now…"
Her cheeks flamed at the implication, and the heat in her belly raged. Rather than answer, she took him in as far as she could without gagging, her right hand pumping where her lips couldn't reach. Orlok moaned and shuddered as he came, quicker than she expected. She swallowed on instinct, but started coughing as soon as she released him when he finished, eyes watering slightly.
"Sorry!" He bundled her up into his arms before she could react, cradled against his body as he brushed tangled sweaty hair from her face. His cheeks were flushed and he smelled like soap and sex, and she nuzzled his neck. "Are you all right?"
"I'm fine." She coughed one last time into her arm and wiped her mouth. "…Was it okay…?"
"Yes," he breathed out as he kissed her forehead. "It was… It felt really good."
"I'm glad." She smiled shyly. "I like the sounds you make, too–" She cut off suddenly as he kissed her and his left hand pressed between her legs before he pulled at her soaked underwear. "Hnnn…."
He smiled against her mouth and then leaned her back enough that she draped across his right arm, her hair pooling on the sheets beneath her. Her breath hitched as he laid her down and pulled off her underwear in one motion.
His fingers slipped inside her easily, gliding in as deep as they could before he pulled them out again. He trailed his lips to her breasts, lavishing attention on each nipple as he pumped his fingers into her and hooked them until he found that spot that made her toes curl.
She panted out his name and bucked her hips against his hand, the pressure building between her legs nearly unbearable. She could never think straight when he touched her. He trailed his lips to her neck, brushing sweaty hair from her skin with his prosthetic, and Lili shuddered in pleasure at the feel of the cool metal.
Orlok smiled as he nibbled beneath her ear in that way she liked. "What do you need?" She felt more than heard him, his voice pitched low and gravely as he pushed her into the bed.
"Faster," she gasped out. He did as she asked, but it still wasn't enough, and she scrabbled at his back. "K-kiss me…?"
He caught her lips and surged against her, pinning her to the bed with his weight. Lili hooked her right leg around his waist to hold him tight. His tongue delved into her mouth as his fingers worked inside her, pushing her closer as she writhed beneath him.
His right arm beneath her shifted, his hand snaking into her hair to hold her head. Lili murmured against his lips as he pulled away enough to trail his mouth down to her jaw, his eyes never leaving her face as his fingers found that spot inside and she keened. She squeezed around him as she came, his fingers still working at her as she arched against him and threw her head back. Orlok waited until she went limp and then pulled his hand away to hold her close until she caught her breath and returned to herself.
"Are you okay?"
"Y-yes." She felt boneless, but good, and he smiled against her forehead as he kissed her. Lili leaned into him when Orlok bundled her into his arms, his hand sticky with her release, then blinked in surprise when he rolled them off the bed. "Orlok?"
"I didn't actually finish my bath," he said in his soft, hesitant voice. His cheeks were an adorable shade of pink, and she knew hers weren't any better despite everything. "The water might still be warm."
"Mm… I should probably make dinner afterwards. Although I didn't get any groceries…" She needed to just accept that she'd never stop blushing.
He chuckled and nuzzled his cheek against the top of her head. "There's no rush." He paused and flushed a bright red. "I could just have you…" His voice trailed off and after her shock wore away Lili smiled and clung tighter to him.
"Did Gil give you that line?" She thought of the letters their friend recently sent them.
Orlok nodded, eyes bright against his flushed cheeks, and Lili couldn't help loving him just a little more.
